Enrolling for next semester has really made me look at where I'm at in life. I only have a year left of school and then I'm done...for good. I say that only because I never thought I would make it to college, let alone be almost done with it. It's kind of crazy for me to think I'm actually going to to be out there living life with the majority of normal people in this world. I'm not so sure I'm ready for that.
It makes me feel so old to think about it all. It really does seem like just yesterday I was in high school, not worrying about anything but where the party was at that night or who was dating who that week.
My parents really want me to move to Wichita when I get done with school. Tyler and I have talked about moving to Kansas City, also. I know he really wants to move out of state, but he's just going to have to wait for all of that. I have known nothing but Topeka, Kansas for almost 22 years now (I know, I live a sheltered life). The thought of moving outside my comfort zone is really taking some getting use to!
I think the scariest part for me is that I still don't know exactly what I want to do with myself. I think my fear is that I'm going to spend all this time and effort getting a degree in Public Relations, and then turn around and not do anything with it. I don't want to be a server or a bartender for the rest of my life, but I don't know what it is that I do want to do. I guess maybe after I do my internship I will have a better understanding of where I want to be. Until then, I guess I'll just sit around and wonder some more.